february

i can always recognize a face but almost never remember one. which makes me sad

why's there so much hate right now
u cant be happy while hating because at its essence hate is a negative emotion
and obviously the person being hated on will feel sad
so literally no one is benifiting from hate
but obviously people who hate have a desire, like a craving. and they dont resist it.

i like ice cream

if it starts fast will it end fast?
i dont want it to

BABY KEEM MY GOAT

the reason ai images arent art isnt because its ugly, or its easy to make, or it needs no talent,
its because art ITSELF is human. if its not human, its not art.
they sure are images. but theyre not art, because theyre not human.

march

ok im gonna change the format of this
for march, im gonna be writing something about my day every day
its not necessarily gonna be put in the same day i actually write it, but there will be one for each day
also i might do something musical with it
im just copying bill wurtz
my website is an incoherent mess that has 50 styles baked into one fuck you society --stan

1

"be stupid happy, smart happy is way harder to get"

2

"im in a war with my own emotions (but like im ukraine and he's russia)"

im obsessive. how am i so bothered by not having something that i was happy without in the first place.
it doesnt make sense.

3

"consider my shits giggled"

4

"im used to wrong, so when right i think left"

5

"i wanna know"

??

"high expectations get you nowhere, but being high--"

may

yeah i havent touched this thing in over a month
woops

july

ok so i actually have my own computer now
kinda
its a shitty chromebook but its cheap so its fine
anyway im moving to fucking algeria the 7th of august, so in 9 days
its gonna be HELL
on the bright side though ill probably actually "work" on this more often
pretty boy

why do we have one main name thats stupid
every single person we know should call us a different thing

august

wow i never thought i was jealous
why does she touch him more than me
she barely knows him
he only knows her because of me
i'd do anything for him
all she would do is break his heart after a month
i'd mold myself to be perfect for him
im already doing that

this guy has a girlfriend anyway wtf am i doing


my flight's tomorrow
im scared all my friends who i introducted to each other are gonna have more fun without me
and just hate me when im back
or worse, pity me and view me as some sort of chore
i wish i was likable